i havent posted in forever and here is why. i know that i love andrew. i know i do because i remember i do but i dont remember the actual feeling. things havent gotten so routine that i dont feel anything at all. im so numb. yet somehow every guy i go on dates with doesnt match to what i remember i had with him. but then i get scared because what if what i remember is all just made up by me in my head. right now i am currenly going on dates with a guy who has things about him that remind me of andrew. but even now i know that i have to wait to see whats gonna happen with andrew. i cant just not know what could have been or what would have been.
I haven't read your blog before! I know this was a month ago and I am not sure what is happening now but I feel like you and I are going through really similar situations. If you ever wanna talk I would love to! :)
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