26 days!!!!

26 days! so crazy that we are this close. it is all starting to feel so real and i cant believe it. this was the day i talked about for so long and finally got to a point of believing it would never come. when he first left i was so naive. i always said before he left "i know itll be hard..." but i dont think i really understood what hard meant. i officially do. the beginning was the worst. then it got fun with packages and letters. then the middle got so easy that it was hard. i hated how numb i felt. it was so hard to not remember as much. and then after some learning experiences it got exciting again. going through the things i went through made me appreciate this guy so much more than i thought was possible. i cant wait to have him back and to see what the future holds for us. its looking mighty positive and i cant wait to get back to south carolina after both of us being gone from our home for 2 years. (: <3